I AM AN UGLY BLOKE

TRUST !
Just when you think you know somebody,
all of a sudden they don't trust you.
Then they come up with some bullsh*t reason why.
It makes me sick.
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WHEN YOU ARE UP IN LIFE, YOUR FRIENDS GET TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

WHEN YOU ARE DOWN IN LIFE, YOU GET TO KNOW WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE.

THERE WILL BE MANY PEOPLE WHO ARE GREAT TO BE AROUND WHEN TIMES ARE EASY.

INSTEAD, TAKE A NOTE OF THE PEOPLE WHO REMAIN IN YOUR LIFE WHEN TIMES ARE HARD.

THE FRIENDS THAT ARE WILLING TO SACRIFICE THEIR TIME  AND THEIR RESOURCES

THEY HAVE IN THEIR LIFE TO HELP IMPROVE YOURS, THOSE ARE YOUR REAL FRIENDS

A REAL FRIEND IS ONE WHO WALKS IN WHEN THE REST OF THE WORLD WALKS OUT

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It's strange really, you try your best to help people out, you try to be nice, courteous and kind.

At the 'drop of a hat' you are there in 'their' hour of need, then...... just when you want to visit them for a social chat,

people just ignore you, or make you feel unwelcome.

This especially hurts when you really like them and think they like you too.

So it seems that I am the victim of users, who only want me when I can do something for them.

Well, with that in mind, I have come to the conclusion that I am not liked as a person, but only used for my skills as a bloke.

Ain't life a bitch.

I DON'T GO OUT, I DON'T WATCH TELEVISION. I'M BORING, I'M USELESS, I'M RUBBISH AT EVERYTHING ,I HAVE A SMALL MEMBER

I AM NO GOOD TO ANYONE, WHAT MORE CAN BE SAID. I AM HIDEOUSLY OUT OF ORDER, THE WHITE HEAD ON THE FACE OF LIFE

I WENT FOR AN AUDITION IN BEAUTY & THE BEAST AND WAS DEEMED TOO UGLY TO GET THE PART OF THE BEAST